blanco de bobo

christmas 08

yap i had time to write this cos its 4:16 am and ive been awake since 2 am..
my biological clock is officially malfunctioning..
ive got lots to tell but prabobly ill forget most of them as i write.

lets make a list cos it's easier to read and write than one in paragraph form..

**i got accepted at MIT**

^^: is this Princess Len?
><: yes
^^: Hi this is (forgot the name) from MIT admissions office did you check online for your application decision?
><: uhmm no..
^^: oh, so are you ready to hear the result now?
><: yes
^^: congratulations! you have been accepted to MIT class of 2013...
><: wtf?!....

yap i did that. stupid me.i cried. so i wasnt able to understand the rest of what he said. but i believe it was sumthing about him being filipino despite the fact that he sounds so white.

**i got drunk bad**

man. i realized im alchol intolerant. well i was thinking im allergic just to hard liquors but now im pretty sure its for every alcohol out there.

i cried so bad for no reason. i hope i still looked cute while i was drunk tho. i thought i was gonna die. my head and stomach hurt too much i struggled not to throw up, but failed. i woke up all red from stomach to knee. good thing its not on my neck or ill be busted.

i just drank 2 little bottles of redhorse. T^T.

me nagaway raw dahil sakin. wow lang.

**getting a driver's license is a pain in the butt**

'nuf said.

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uhuh this is not a christmas post.
and yea i did a list aight?

pansin ko lang, i sound so american...

BUHD.

povertiness.

>.<: he should say good bye to me...
-_-: yeah ur his rival..
>.<: yeah right, i dunno about that...
>.<: america made me dumb
-_-: it did not make him dumb
>.<:...yeah

whats wrong with me

driving lesson is 400 bucks for 10 hours
that is like 2 paychecks...
and i need 50 hours to get the license test
and oh i have to get a certificate for drivers ed...
that is like 40 bucks...
and i have less than a month before school starts
and im $800 in debt
and i dont have a house. nor a car...
and i have an upcoming test that i paid for $40 bucks that i didnt even bother reviewing....with that $50 dollar worth of review books..
and i wasted my $25 on that noise cancelling earphones
and yet i long to buy this $64 shoes and $20 backpack...well at least the back pack is cheap.....
i guess wearing contacts isn't necessary right now...
its $150 or sumthin...yap i dont need that extra expenditure,,,not right now...
maybe i should save the $7.50 that i planned for a movie ticket...
maybe i should stop buying shirts event thou they are $10 on average each, which are pretty cheap...
maybe i shouldn't long for nice clothes to fit in...i dont have the luxury
i guess id settle for the old ones...
good thing i was good looking, it compensates for my hideous outfits...
after all im currently one hundred thirty-ish on the scales....
i did get my 60 kg goal...now i have a new one...
124 lbs...
i came up with that number because of this one definition of 'asians' in urbandictionary.com...[yeah i did search that, just wanna know how foreigners define asians, and i got sum amusing/eye opening ones like this]
it says that asians have a higher IQ than their weight...so there it is..
oh hold on i need to get 123 pala...
tho i got my IQ score 2 yrs ago i guess... from some online quiz...
i know its not reliable...but at least i have numbers to make something up with....

____follow up as of aug 8______

i bought the shoes for $64
i bought the bag for $40
i enrolled for $445 driving lesson...

dedz.

it's been a long time huh?

yep, tried to check those blogs that i (only) usually visit.

leya's not updating...like me(until now)
and then elfie's blog...
just finished reading. and then it made me wanna blog too..nubayan
is this going to be a blog review..?..darn hope not xP.
magcocomment sana ko kaya lang nahihiya ako, baka sabihin niya nagstastalk ako...
which i am actually...hmm maybe i should comment him...later...pag sinipag...
im surprised he shifted accounting...with that awesome word power of his...haha...anyways...i dunno but i realized(after being here in america for more than a year) na kahit anu namang kunin mong course sa pinas, mas malaki paren ang tendency na walang mangyayari sayo kung di ka mag aartista...
perhaps thats an opinion without sufficient grounds since di panaman ako nakakapagtrabaho sa pinas...ni hindi nga ako nakapag college...
when i was in highschool there..didn't care bout life that much...didnt care where do i go...what will i be.., what has life to offer me when i grow old...
what's there to look forward to beyond the biting cold...haha...ayus ayan its goin to be stucked in my head now xDD...darn.

here i faced problems...college...e dun wala lang...up ateneo lasalle o ust(pag di nakapasa) kalang naman e...dito shet sarap magmura...yep i just did...

i became mature like niyog in just one year...

i dunno,, maybe its work,, maybe its the fact that i needed a car badly - hey i know it might sound maluho (panu ba inglesin un?) maybe kung asa pinas ako OO pero dude, walang jeepney at lrt dito...ung mga nagtataxi lang e ung mga mayayamang naiwan yung kotse nila sa ibang state/bansa dahil di kasya sa airplane...those stinking bus stops are my commuting life...

tas tirahan pa, yeah nakikitira lang kami at mahirap xa pramis...lalu na burarang taong katulad ko...
i know sabi nila sa umpisa lang mahirap...mag tyaga ka lang...

i dunno how.

isang taun nalang college na ko...panu pag nagdorm ako sa skul...edi iiwan ko nanay ko...panu na sila?

minsan naisip ko bakit pa ko naghahangad ng sosyal/ivy league or private university...e yung mga porter lang sa casino me magagarang kotse at bahay...

kung gustu ko lang ng ganun edi mag blablack jack dealer nalang ako diba..?

maybe its masci,,,masci made me ambitious, masci made me want to be in the best university there is...made me think na wala ka nang pag-asa pag di ka nakapuntang up or lasalle...
kaya when i came here...kala ko walang kwenta na ung iba...and then i realize america pala to.

but still i want to go ...kasi ayoko lang ng pera...maybe i want prestige. waw naman...
pero di ko nga alam kung makakapasuk pa ko...
kasi these days...
i dont get to mind college until this post...
tama nga sila pag nagtrabaho ka na at me pera ka na...
iba na gugustuhin mo...hinda na pagaaral...
i wish this feeling would be temporary...

here being the best in school didn't matter much...unlike in masci

i know, that's bad...

ambaba na ng tingin ko sa pinas pagkatapos kong manirahan dito...

that's bad too...

oh i forgot to visit another blog that i love...habon's! lemme check it out kk?

akala ko hindi na maayos tong ebloggy...

oh wow sobrang tagal nung huli akong nag post...tas tong ebloggy nasuspend pa...haha...balak ko na ngang magpost sa multiply in desperation for i want to blog badly...andameng nangyare...pero di ko susulat lahat ....hindi ko naman kaya...my fingers will be stressed out by then...arrghh should i write this new post in english?....hmm ok i should hone my writing skills...so here we go...

so where should i start?,,.oh yeah i have a crush on my manager...haha xD,,,.hmmm handsome?...well hes mexican and hes tall...haha iba yung sagot...xD...hey he is not ugly...yeah he is not...so perhaps hes handsome...i could show you a picture of him but he is not really photogenic...and he looks better with a kfc hat...hmm...i know its hard to relate but what do you expect...but i didnt like him because of his looks...though that played sum role ofcourse,...pero ambait niya pota...waa hinde ko kaya magingles...you know what, i love spanish right now...oye.

nagulat ako nung tinawagan niya ko sa phone...tinawagan niya ko para magtrabaho...aint that sweet?,,,i know no. haha...

>.<: hello
^_^: hello princess
>.<: po?
^_^: no its allan.
>.<: oh allan!
^_^: yeah can you work today?
>.<: but i ride the bus...
^_^: oh its ok you can come anytime between 11 to 3
>.<: hmmm...rarr fine!
^_^: ok [or sumthing like that,,,i cant remember his reply cos i was kinda...tensed...for wondering where in the world can i get a ride...and a uniform...but you know..i think i just hung up after i said 'fine'...]

bwiset nanggising pa ko ng tatlong tao para sa kanya...actually dapat lima...pero di naggising yung dalawa...tas ginising ko pa si kuya guian para manghiram ng uniform...hay i love that guy <3...hinatid niya pa sa kfc yung uniform...hmm meron naman akong uniform, ayoko lang suotin kasi di ko pa nalalabhan...

so yon nakapasok ako sa kfc,,,and its a complete mess...with a little exaggeration...just a little tho...i checked the pizza...[btw its has pizza hut in there too cos theyre sister company or sumthn],,,ang onti nalang...

>.<: allan, want me to make pizzas?
^_^: hmm we dont have any more pizzas?,,,[checks pizzas]
>.<: andrew pan pizzas!
-.-: man...
0.0: she offered it...
^_^: yeah but shes on front counter...

not that im bragging or anything but...im surprisingly excellent in cashiering, anlakas ko kasi magpacute sa mga masusunget na costumers...so yeah im bragging....

things got busy...i have never worked during weekdays so i was not familiar with the weekday rush and tuesday specials...but carry lang...and then ive got loads of dishes to wash since they threw the messed up pizza doughs...and the pans piled up as high as a 5 feet tall refrigerator...hmm gotta work on my similes...later,,,and

^_^: ill help you wash dishes youve got a lot...
>.<: thanks...
[di ko kayang magpacute pa cos actually i was so hungry...di pako nagaalmusal ng maayos tas ala una na yon...di naman ako makahingi ng break kasi maraming costumers...]

and then later while i was tired washing the dishes and doing all kinds of stuff and i was still hungry and i feel like dying...

^_^: you see the broom?
>.<: you want me to sweep?!!
^_^: no i will.....

hehe.

you might be wondering how old is he,,,well same here...xD...i never asked him anything non-kfc related...except..."are you ok?",,,pero according to kuya guian hes 18 yrs old..,dalawang taon na xang nasa kfc...hmm di ko nga alam kung nagaaral pa yun e...pero...i know matalino yon...i mean bat ba xa magiging manager kung hinde...hmm yeah i think...

tas ano nagdrive ako puta..nag drive ako sa high way for the first time...sa maraming kotse at sa 45 mph yung speed limit...i dont wanna go into details kasi nakakamatay. taht was the third time palang na nakahawak ako ng manibela...after 2 months...hayy..i have never seen that many pissed of drivers before...ok maybe ill give you one detail that would pretty much give you the whole picture....i was signaling left turn and then i changed lane to the right...dedz baby isa palang yan...again...nakakamatay....tawa lang ako...putangina ansarap magfreak out...xD

balik tayo sa crush ko cos...talking bout him takes my stresses away...actually taht was the reason why i talked bout him in the first place...that driving thing is the main reason why i did this post but i ended up writing bout him cos i realize i cannot handle to relive that almost traumatic incident...now im stressed out.

so to subdue this psychological disturbance that driving has brought forth i will list the things i liked about my crush.

1. he looks good on kfc hat
2. he looks so mature when he is dealing with freakish costumers
3. i like it when he deals with freakin old costumers who just hate everything with someone young having to do with it.,.[i repeated number 2 did i?]
4. i like it when he asks "are you ok?"
5. i liked it when he said "what would you do without me"
6. i like it when he does his orders that he gave me which i couldnt comply with immediately because i was busy..
7. i like it when he is being corny around me and being cool with everyone else
8. i like it when he is being funny
9. i like it when i did something wrong and he starts scolding me and i smile and says sorry and he smiles too therefore he never scolded me in an angry way tho he tried to fire me once...xD
9a. he's like "ok thats it youre fired!" and im like "sorry"...then smiles in a cute way
9b. being pacute became my habit already...i do it unintentionally..hehe
11. i like it when he called me to go to work cos i got more money...hehe
12. he is my manager..haha
12a. parallelism--fails.

whooo,,,this is like therapy,,so revitalizing...need more

>.<: dont make me drivethru again..i died
~~~~~~
>.<: do you drive home?
^_^: no
>.<: oh...
^_^: do you need a ride?,,,i can give you a ride...with my bike...
~~~~~~
0.0: see that timer? dont make it go red, when its red that means your spending a long time in an order...
>.<: whow,,,theres a timer there,,
^_^: its always red,,,its ok...red's my favorite color.
~~~~~~
^_^: when you become a manager, you do this,,,in the morning you fix papers...
>.<:oh hell no i dont wanna be a manager
^_^:why?
>.<:cos everybodys fault will be your fault...see that pizza thing its my fault and you got scolded for it...
^_^: well ofcourse im the manager..
>.<: yeah, i dont want that..
^_^: well you i dont take it too much...when i hear it, it just goes right out the other ear...
>.<: hehe...
^_^: ..but you have to do sumthing about it tho...

i <3 him.

ayos lang

so its been a long time wats up?....i dunno but i get tired of that question i mean what am i suppose to say?...i dont think one really expect me to tell whats up cos thats ...wierd, if ill go on and on and on bout whats up...but what should one ask to start a conversation?...exactly...watsup...

so whats the point?....
nuthin just wanna express the tiresomeness that "watsup" brings....

so honestly watsup with me?
arrgh here we go....

so i got this ap exam in calculus on may 7 and i havent reviewd yet so my plan is....
i wont go to work on saturday and see if i can arrange review sessions with my calc teacher...(yeah i'll actually sacrifice the 49$....)
see i got an 81 in this calc test and thats the 2nd highest score...the highest is 100...rawr...how bizzare is that? and i dont even kno if bizzar is spelled like that...

this ap exam, as it is occuring to me (yes in the process) , will make or break my future...and i should get the highest possible score that a human being who can expertly crams herself into anything that could be crammed for, should...(ok i know,,,HUH?)....

rawr im easily distracted....so easily that i am typing this soon to be scrolldown-need length post...instead of honing my calc skills if i have any....

anyways i have zune and its $180 sumthin arent i so....extravagantly wasteful?...well dont hate the player...hate the game...or the coach for that matter...or yung mga tumataya kung sino mananalo...

THE GREAT GATSBY. i have been reading this for our english class and its about the american dream shi. He started pursuing his american dream when he was 17, and then he became rich and ofcourse died in the end for dramatic effect....RAWR i hate this feeling...yung tipong antanda tanda mo na wala pa ring nangyayari sa buhay mo...si alexander the great naging prime minister(or warever) nung 20....si miley cyrus naging milyonaria nung 15 xa....yung kaklase ko me macbook air, debit card, drivers license.. sophomore palang xia....rawrrrr,,,,

in our us history class we are studying WWII...i find it amusing how our teacher can spell czechoslovakia correctly and misspelled PHILLAPPINES..with those PHILAPPINOs there,,,,...and makes me wonder if RIZAL is really related in any way to hitler...i mean darn magkapareho lang sila ng hati ng buhok e...

tas yung ina ko pinipilit na me boyfriend na ko..darn kutusan ko xia e...bwiset...i mean kinausap ko lang ng isang oras sa phone, kasama ko lang sa afterschool, kapareho ko lang ng pinagtratrabahuhan,,kasabay ko lang sa lunch.....that doesnt mean that he's my freaking boyfriend!...and even our manager asked me bout us going out and stuff...gahd cant a handsome guy and pretty (ahem) girl hang out together and not have a relationship? xD (i dunno bout this smiley but it seems funny..hmm)

anu pa?...oh well this internet thing is the biggest distraction ever invented....i dunno if that's bad.

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